From The View of A Nerd

If anyone ever comes on here, I guess you are alone. I'm alone in this internet world. Nobody reading my blogs :(. Remember that post a looooooooooooong time ago and I was talking about a guy that I liked? Well, I stopped liking him and now he goes to my school. And he has grown up. And he's gorgeous. And he is friends ex. Ouch. Ok, I admit it. I’ve been denying myself only because she’s my friend. R is beautiful. He looks as though the Gods have sculpted him to utter perfection. I don’t know why I won’t just let myself like people. It’s a problem I have because I don’t want to hurt other’s feelings, I guess. But now I’m just going to get this out and stare at him until my heart is content. Will I ever say hi? Maybe. Will I ever ask him out? Maybe when I’m 100lbs lighter and see pigs fly. And no, not the ones on airplanes, the ones with wings.

Paloma